Undiagnosed

You forgot your keys again? You can't find your phone again? You didn't do your homework again? You made a bunch of careless mistakes again? God, stop being so lazy! What's wrong with you? Why can't you remember anything the first time? Just admit you didn't want to do it! Stop making up excuses! Apply yourself more! Stop being so messy! Can't you do anything right? What do you mean you forgot? What's wrong with you? You're making things harder for me! Why can't you pay attention when I'm talking to you? Just concentrate and sit still! Check your work! What's wrong with you? Stop doodling! Don't take so many breaks, you'll never get anything done at this rate! What's wrong with you? Just listen the first time! What's wrong with you? No one will like you if you're like this! What's wrong with you? No wonder you don't have any friends! What's wrong with you? What's wrong with you? What's wrong with you? What's wrong with you? What's wrong with you? What's wrong with you? What's wrong with you? W̶h̶a̵t̶'̵s̴ ̷w̴r̶o̴n̸g̷ ̶w̵i̸t̶h̶ ̶y̵o̴u̵?̴ ̷W̶h̶a̵t̶'̵s̴ ̷w̴r̶o̴n̸g̷ ̶w̵i̸t̶h̶ ̶y̵o̴u̵?̴ ̷W̶h̶a̵t̶'̵s̴ ̷w̴r̶o̴n̸g̷ ̶w̵i̸t̶h̶ ̶y̵o̴u̵?̴ ̷W̶h̶a̵t̶'̵s̴ ̷w̴r̶o̴n̸g̷ ̶w̵i̸t̶h̶ ̶y̵o̴u̵?̴ ̷W̶h̶a̵t̶'̵s̴ ̷w̴r̶o̴n̸g̷ ̶w̵i̸t̶h̶ ̶y̵o̴u̵?̴ ̷W̶h̶a̵t̶'̵s̴ ̷w̴r̶o̴n̸g̷ ̶w̵i̸t̶h̶ ̶y̵o̴u̵?̴ ̷W̶h̶a̵t̶'̵s̴ ̷w̴r̶o̴n̸g̷ ̶w̵i̸t̶h̶ ̶y̵o̴u̵?̴ ̷W̶h̶a̵t̶'̵s̴ ̷w̴r̶o̴n̸g̷ ̶w̵i̸t̶h̶ ̶y̵o̴u̵?̴ ̷W̶h̶a̵t̶'̵s̴ ̷w̴r̶o̴n̸g̷ ̶w̵i̸t̶h̶ ̶y̵o̴u̵?̴ ̷W̶h̶a̵t̶'̵s̴ ̷w̴r̶o̴n̸g̷ ̶w̵i̸t̶h̶ ̶y̵o̴u̵?̴ ̷W̶h̶a̵t̶'̵s̴ ̷w̴r̶o̴n̸g̷ ̶w̵i̸t̶h̶ ̶y̵o̴u̵?̴ ̷W̶h̶a̵t̶'̵s̴ ̷w̴r̶o̴n̸g̷ ̶w̵i̸t̶h̶ ̶y̵o̴u̵?̴ ̷W̶͙̦̥̻̐h̸͚͋̔a̴͈͚͆̎͜͠t̵̜̥̥́͋'̶̥̤̝̓͛s̵̱̞̪̽̍ ̶͙̪̀̄͌͑w̸̺̠͊̈́̀͝ȓ̶̥̻̽o̷͎̖͛͂n̴͙͛̈ǵ̶̥̘̱͔̅͗ ̵̟̮͈̎̽̽̽ẃ̸̤̖͊͜i̸̝͛̆̃t̴̩͙̭̾͠h̸͎͕̳̀ ̴͙̝̼̏̔͠ý̸͎͒ọ̶͊̓͋̊u̸̡̜̹͉͂̽?̵͖̺͛͊̉ ̶͕͇͍̩̈W̶͙̦̥̻̐h̸͚͋̔a̴͈͚͆̎͜͠t̵̜̥̥́͋'̶̥̤̝̓͛s̵̱̞̪̽̍ ̶͙̪̀̄͌͑w̸̺̠͊̈́̀͝ȓ̶̥̻̽o̷͎̖͛͂n̴͙͛̈ǵ̶̥̘̱͔̅͗ ̵̟̮͈̎̽̽̽ẃ̸̤̖͊͜i̸̝͛̆̃t̴̩͙̭̾͠h̸͎͕̳̀ ̴͙̝̼̏̔͠ý̸͎͒ọ̶͊̓͋̊u̸̡̜̹͉͂̽?̵͖̺͛͊̉ ̶͕͇͍̩̈W̶͙̦̥̻̐h̸͚͋̔a̴͈͚͆̎͜͠t̵̜̥̥́͋'̶̥̤̝̓͛s̵̱̞̪̽̍ ̶͙̪̀̄͌͑w̸̺̠͊̈́̀͝ȓ̶̥̻̽o̷͎̖͛͂n̴͙͛̈ǵ̶̥̘̱͔̅͗ ̵̟̮͈̎̽̽̽ẃ̸̤̖͊͜i̸̝͛̆̃t̴̩͙̭̾͠h̸͎͕̳̀ ̴͙̝̼̏̔͠ý̸͎͒ọ̶͊̓͋̊u̸̡̜̹͉͂̽?̵͖̺͛͊̉ ̶͕͇͍̩̈W̶͙̦̥̻̐h̸͚͋̔a̴͈͚͆̎͜͠t̵̜̥̥́͋'̶̥̤̝̓͛s̵̱̞̪̽̍ ̶͙̪̀̄͌͑w̸̺̠͊̈́̀͝ȓ̶̥̻̽o̷͎̖͛͂n̴͙͛̈ǵ̶̥̘̱͔̅͗ ̵̟̮͈̎̽̽̽ẃ̸̤̖͊͜i̸̝͛̆̃t̴̩͙̭̾͠h̸͎͕̳̀ ̴͙̝̼̏̔͠ý̸͎͒ọ̶͊̓͋̊u̸̡̜̹͉͂̽?̵͖̺͛͊̉ ̶͕͇͍̩̈W̶͙̦̥̻̐h̸͚͋̔a̴͈͚͆̎͜͠t̵̜̥̥́͋'̶̥̤̝̓͛s̵̱̞̪̽̍ ̶͙̪̀̄͌͑w̸̺̠͊̈́̀͝ȓ̶̥̻̽o̷͎̖͛͂n̴͙͛̈ǵ̶̥̘̱͔̅͗ ̵̟̮͈̎̽̽̽ẃ̸̤̖͊͜i̸̝͛̆̃t̴̩͙̭̾͠h̸͎͕̳̀ ̴͙̝̼̏̔͠ý̸͎͒ọ̶͊̓͋̊u̸̡̜̹͉͂̽?̵͖̺͛͊̉ ̶͕͇͍̩̈W̶͙̦̥̻̐h̸͚͋̔a̴͈͚͆̎͜͠t̵̜̥̥́͋'̶̥̤̝̓͛s̵̱̞̪̽̍ ̶͙̪̀̄͌͑w̸̺̠͊̈́̀͝ȓ̶̥̻̽o̷͎̖͛͂n̴͙͛̈ǵ̶̥̘̱͔̅͗ ̵̟̮͈̎̽̽̽ẃ̸̤̖͊͜i̸̝͛̆̃t̴̩͙̭̾͠h̸͎͕̳̀ ̴͙̝̼̏̔͠ý̸͎͒ọ̶͊̓͋̊u̸̡̜̹͉͂̽?̵͖̺͛͊̉ ̶͕͇͍̩̈W̶͙̦̥̻̐h̸͚͋̔a̴͈͚͆̎͜͠t̵̜̥̥́͋'̶̥̤̝̓͛s̵̱̞̪̽̍ ̶͙̪̀̄͌͑w̸̺̠͊̈́̀͝ȓ̶̥̻̽o̷͎̖͛͂n̴͙͛̈ǵ̶̥̘̱͔̅͗ ̵̟̮͈̎̽̽̽ẃ̸̤̖͊͜i̸̝͛̆̃t̴̩͙̭̾͠h̸͎͕̳̀ ̴͙̝̼̏̔͠ý̸͎͒ọ̶͊̓͋̊u̸̡̜̹͉͂̽?̵͖̺͛͊̉ ̶͕͇͍̩̈W̶͙̦̥̻̐h̸͚͋̔a̴͈͚͆̎͜͠t̵̜̥̥́͋'̶̥̤̝̓͛s̵̱̞̪̽̍ ̶͙̪̀̄͌͑w̸̺̠͊̈́̀͝ȓ̶̥̻̽o̷͎̖͛͂n̴͙͛̈ǵ̶̥̘̱͔̅͗ ̵̟̮͈̎̽̽̽ẃ̸̤̖͊͜i̸̝͛̆̃t̴̩͙̭̾͠h̸͎͕̳̀ ̴͙̝̼̏̔͠ý̸͎͒ọ̶͊̓͋̊u̸̡̜̹͉͂̽?̵͖̺͛͊̉ ̶͕͇͍̩̈W̶͙̦̥̻̐h̸͚͋̔a̴͈͚͆̎͜͠t̵̜̥̥́͋'̶̥̤̝̓͛s̵̱̞̪̽̍ ̶͙̪̀̄͌͑w̸̺̠͊̈́̀͝ȓ̶̥̻̽o̷͎̖͛͂n̴͙͛̈ǵ̶̥̘̱͔̅͗ ̵̟̮͈̎̽̽̽ẃ̸̤̖͊͜i̸̝͛̆̃t̴̩͙̭̾͠h̸͎͕̳̀ ̴͙̝̼̏̔͠ý̸͎͒ọ̶͊̓͋̊u̸̡̜̹͉͂̽?̵͖̺͛͊̉ ̶͕͇͍̩̈

a game about undiagnosed inattentive-type adhd and the shame surrounding it

artwork by me (done in adobe illustrator)

sound effects by migfus20, Sid Ghost, 121269I9, dkiller2204, meltormen (modified), jrssandoval (modified), korry999 (modified), DrinkingWindGames (all via freesound.org)

bg image edited from "AW little guy !!! OH hes a little bit fucked up actually .." meme (source unknown)

special thanks to sparrow the cat, who i had to repeatedly poke to get her to trill and stop from leaving my room so i could record her annoyed meowing